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I wrote this song about a year ago. In this time I was struggling with myself because of many mental health issues. Basically this song is a self-reflection of mine. The topics of this song are: mental health problems in general, social anxiety, reflection but also improvement
STYKS
STYKS – hurting Lyrics
Running ‘round, running ‘round
Tell me how to make this step
Going out, going out
But it’s never ending well
Take a seat, see yourself
I don’t even need your help
I don’t even need your help
I don’t even need your-
I been hurting way too much
But I can’t change what I’ve done
Now I am going
Out, right back to the scene
Do I even wanna fall asleep
Running from reality but it‘s ahead of me
Dragging me down to the deepest I’d be
(Woah)
Wonder if it’s real what I preach
Do I even have a reason to speak?
Do I even have a reason to be?
Thought I was mistaken
But I was just faking
Deserve all the blame
And now I needa face it
I’m losing my patience
The time, it is racing
And I can’t explain why
I’m feeling so anxious
My body feels heavy, I’m losing my faith
But I can’t just give up, it’s still not too late
And I just keep thinking: „What If I’m still tripping?“
But I just don’t get that I’m fading away
I been hurting way too much
But I can’t change what I’ve done
Now I am going
No one knows me
Feel so lonely
So unholy
Breathing slowly
Needa find myself
I just need mental health
Get me out of this cell
Can I move on now that
I been hurting way too much
But I can’t change what I’ve done
Now I am going
Through the pain that I have caused
I made it clear, had shown remorse
My fears be knocking at my door
That’s why I can’t go out no more
I’m praying for the best
Just wanna get rid of the ache in my chest
And it’s sitting deeper than I thought
Will I ever be what I expect?
Oh it’s so hard for me to tell
If I’m doing bad or doing well
Cause I cannot look after myself
And I’m putting you over my health
Felt so bad, how
Do I do now
Wanna move out
I been hurting way too much
But I can’t change what I’ve done
Now I am going
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