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This song represents the feeling of a panic attack. Basically, I am talking to this feeling as if it was an entity by describing what it does to me and with this process it is getting impersonated. The song helped me to get a better understanding for this feeling as well as helping me to distance myself from it by separating it from myself.
STYKS
STYKS – brainsick Lyrics
Been losing grip
Have fallen down
Too many times
You make me sick
Spin me around
And make me cry
I‘m not a kid
But feel so helpless, can’t deny
That all this bad shit kills my mind
Treat me so violently
Eat me entirely
Til‘ I am nothing, I feel like a drag
Now my fears lead me up to my end
You‘re ripping my heart out my chest
You keep playing games with my head
Wish I could ignore what you said, and that you want me dead
You‘re making me drown in myself
And you know that nothing will help
You‘re swallowing down what I thought you won’t get
Blood pumps faster
Feel my heart get sicker
Now the air gets thicker around me
Lungs breathe fire
And I‘m losing my touch to reality
Wanna leave (can’t get out)
Tried to find silence (we‘re way too loud)
My legs are so tired (we chase you down)
No I can’t escape all this hatred and I
Fall apart
I got so far but now I‘m back where it all started, yea
No patience, too brainsick, avoiding to let go
This safe is built makeshift, soon breaking my dear hope
You need no invitation
Smash my door, burn down my home
Walk right in, no hesitation
Kick me out, and take my throne
Lie to me, grab my throat violently,
squeeze it tight and make me choke ´til
I can‘t breathe anymore, I won’t fight back
I got it right for a sec
And buried you my chest
Gone for a ride, needed space
But all these marks leave a stain
Know I be trying my best
Or maybe I‘m just obsessed
I just want to be heard
But I am not loud enough
Blood pumps faster
Feel my heart get sicker
Now the air gets thicker around me
Lungs breathe fire
And I‘m losing my touch to reality
Wanna leave (can’t get out)
Tried to find silence (we‘re way too loud)
My legs are so tired (we chase you down)
No I can’t escape all this hatred and I
Fall apart
I got so far but now I‘m back where it all started, yea
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